Baby boy just keeps growing and growing, and with all this growing I cant help but feel a bit unprepared. I'm ready for it but my thinking has shifted from focusing on myself to what my boy needs. Babymama wanted to go mental in the shops when we found out she was preggers, baby's first this and that, obviously her mother skills are already kicking in or maybe its just her addiction getting the better of her, I really don't know but I let her get on with it.
Lets face it though, the ladies have the hard job of carrying babies, the weight gain, the mood swings (from "I love you, you are going to be a great daddy" to "you are such a douchebag". It has made me think of the efforts and troubles my own mum had to go through with me but 29 years on and shes got a legend lol. But I take my hat off to all the women out their juggling their work and daily life along with carrying a baby, fair play. We are all made unique but I'm glad I don't need to be worrying about popping a little one out. One thing that has changed over the last 3 years is babymama will now occasionally call me daddy, not in the context I want but I will take what I can get. I've always been a fan of online shopping and now making the most of it. Managed to invest into a babycot, a portable cot ideal for travelling and weighs minimal Amazon job bish bash bosh. Invested in a baby carrier thing, fits well and looking forward to carrying my little boy around in it, my right hand little man. Seriously though he is really active, I dont know if matey is trying to show off but hes got power, in the evening after we eat now he will constantly wriggle around and kick out against my hand. I was a little wild kid, back in SA neighbours used to tell my mum how worried they were about me when I was riding around on my BMX like Speedy Gonzales. I'm hoping he isn't going to be as crazy as daddy but I'm not holding my breath. One thing Id like to do is be there for him during good and bad times just to let him know everything is going to be ok. I haven't lived with my dad since the age of 11 so I dream of giving my son more than I ever had, this is what is really important to me. Forget wealth, materialistic things they come and go, family is everything and my boy will be our pride. I'm off for now, until next time Hakuna Matata...TheLeoPride
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